People are dying for the metal

Make a birthday present chief bablorubu!.
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In recent years began to notice his anger towards the people. I am usually calm and even indiferentny to the outside world, became annoyed, to enter into fruitless discussions, feel a strong desire in the face uebat. It seems to be a normal desire, when the anniversary looms, so there were many times yet to come, but then it started not a month ago or even two.

I was annoyed when a person promises and does not. I used to be easy to make allowances for possible fatigue, undereducated, just a stupid consumer. Now a youthful maximalism - or work, or I'm starting to hate you deaf. Previously, I worked enthusiastically for 14-16 hours, now watch that others at least tried to work simultaneously.

I love to walk - from the window of the car goes through life too fast - and I am attentive to detail, I see a pale from lack of advertising billboards, sullen faces a hurry, signs in stores, newspaper editorials at the kiosks, the color of the sky, at last. You notice what color the sky, when traveling in the car? . But as a child, probably came up with it a cloud - the behemoth, and it - the plane. It was fun finding familiar images in the sky, yet we are not told in school that is just a cumulus cloud, which of all the clouds are located closest to the Earth's surface.

Recently, I began to notice that I feel comfortable around town at night. Or at lunch. When a street or empty, or filled with people hurrying for - m. e. is the same as empty.

Somehow I became so intolerant of stupidity, carelessness, but most of all to the inability to do something. Reluctance to move forward to deal with troubles, overcome difficulties - it is not just annoying - it infuriates. Would give in the face - education does not allow.

The crisis has forced millions of people sniknut, look to get into the wrong pockets, look for the cause of others, rather than a. And if past behavior is simply caused the reaction ' raised eyebrows in surprise ' a-la went to fuck you with my words, Buddy, Buddy, now wants to put on a stake.

Maybe I'm just nevnushaemy. When a man says that he is a piece of shit - over time he begins to believe it. And I continue to prove again and again that it is not. And if you get wet before the crisis, tried one, but now for many, is to say that your life is because of ability, intelligence, persistence and hard work has not changed much - you spilled on the rays of diarrhea. You're guilty because it is successful. Guilty, guilty, guilty! .

I am sickened by the position of shit. I do not like to pretend that all crappy. Even if the crappy, I do not like to think that everything will continue as. Even if the end is not visible crappy, I still want and then find a way out, and the opportunity for positive development. It's not so difficult. If you think about.

I realized while writing. I'm getting old.

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